Welcome to the Knee Deep Blog Tour!!! Jolene Perry is back with her latest book,
Knee Deep. Follow the rest of the Knee Deep blog tour
here.
Jolene grew up in Wasilla, Alaska. She
graduated from Southern Utah University with a degree in
political science and French, which she used to teach math to
middle schoolers.
After living in Washington, Utah and Las Vegas, she now resides
in Alaska with her husband, and two children. Aside from
writing, Jolene sews, plays the guitar, sings when forced, and
spends as much time outside as possible.
She is also the author of
Night
Sky and
The Next Door Boys.
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Knee Deep description::
Shawn is the guy Ronnie Bird promised her
life to at the age of fourteen. He's her soul mate. He's
more uptight every day, but it's not his fault. His family
life is stressful, and she's adding to it. She just needs to
be more understanding, and he'll start to be the boy she
fell in love with. She won’t give up on someone she’s loved
for so long.
Luke is her best friend, and the guy she hangs with to watch
girlie movies in her large blanketopias. He's the guy she
can confide in before she even goes to her girlfriends, and
the guy who she's playing opposite in Romeo and Juliet. Now
her chest flutters every time he gets too close. This is
new. Is Ronnie falling for him? Or is Juliet? The lines are
getting blurry, but leaving one guy for another is not
something that a girl like Ronnie does.
Shawn’s outbursts are starting to give her bruises, and
Luke’s heart breaks as Ronnie remains torn. While her
thoughts and feelings swirl around the lines between
friendship and forever, she’s about to lose them both.
(end)
Excerpt:
My front door opens. “Hello?” Shawn calls.
“In here!” I say back. Suddenly this feels weird. Why would this
feel weird? This is just what happens when one of us is stuck at
home. Why would today be any different? But my heart’s beating
against the inside of my ribs, trying to tell me this is
different.
Luke scoots away from the couch. Does he feel it too? That maybe
him and me hanging out alone for the day might not have been the
best idea?
Shawn steps through the hallway and scowls when his eyes meet mine
and then pass to Luke. This shouldn’t be a big deal. Except...I’m
so stupid. I was just thinking how I needed to make Shawn’s life
outside of his house less stressful, and part of me
knew it was weird that Luke was here without Shawn. I thought
it, and did nothing. But again, it is just Luke.
“What’re you doing here?” Shawn asks. His dark eyes fix on Luke.
“I figured you’d be here, man.” Luke stands up. “It’s like we
always ditch together, right?”
Romeo and Juliet kissing in the pool on the TV screen probably
isn’t helping anything. Maybe Shawn won’t notice, or maybe it’s
just sending my heart into crazy flutters because this tension
between Shawn and Luke and, I guess, me, is happening during the
most romantic scene of the movie.
“Uh, I don’t know.” Shawn’s still scowling, his brows pulled low
and his jaw tight.
“You would’ve hated it,” I say. My eyes catch his, but his are as
black as his mood seems to be. I’m so stupid. Why did I have to
let Luke stay?
“Yeah, maybe.” Shawn’s narrowed eyes go from Luke to me, back and
forth, as if judging the situation. Really? What did he
think could possibly happen between Luke and I? Even if
this is suddenly on my top three ‘most awkward moments’ ever. I
can’t even think about what the other two might be. Maybe I’ve
just found number one.
“Romeo and Juliet all day.” Luke laughs, but I know him well
enough to see he’s trying really hard to be relaxed. His shoulders
are too stiff, and his normal stance is too rigid. I wonder if
Shawn sees it too. “Guess I’ll leave you two alone.” Luke’s trying
hard to keep his voice light.
“Yeah.” Shawn has yet to return Luke’s smile. “I almost never see
my girl anymore.”
It’s like I’m on the edge of my seat, tension pinpricking every
part of me. I’ve never seen Shawn like this.
“Well, I should get my ass to rehearsal anyway.” Luke gives Shawn
a friendly pat on the shoulder before heading outside.
I don’t watch him go. My eyes are on Shawn, trying to figure out
what to expect next.
“What the hell was that?” His sharp gaze is now pointed directly
at me.
I stand up and lean to the side, trying to be relaxed. “It didn’t
seem like a big deal this morning.” Maybe if I play it off as
nothing Shawn won’t be so mad. He knows Luke and I are friends. No
big deal, I tell myself again. But I don’t know if I’m
trying to convince myself or Shawn.
“Was he here when we were texting?” he asks. His voice may be low,
but not in a good way. It’s low in a way that makes him sound like
he’s past the edge of reasonable anger.
My body’s screaming for me to take a step back, which makes no
sense. This is Shawn. My Shawn. “No.” But I’m weakening by the
second, almost shaking inside. His jaw tightens again.
My eyes close as I remember, and dread fills my chest. “He got
here as I sent my last one.” Is that bad? Good?
“And you didn’t think to tell me? What the hell is that?”
I jump at the sharpness of his voice. Shawn doesn’t need this
stress. I know this. I reach forward to put my arms around him. We
just need to hold one another for a minute, then it’ll all be
fine.
He stops me, grabbing my arm—hard—just above my wrist.
“This is not okay.” His jaw is set.
“Hey.” My voice shakes. My body shakes. I’m actually scared of
Shawn for the first time ever. I jerk my hand once, but he
tightens his grip...impossibly tight. My lungs can’t pull in a
breath; there’s just not enough air in the room anymore. “Shawn,
you’re hurting me.” He can’t mean to hurt me. He can’t.
His face is stuck in a sharp scowl.
“He’s your friend.” My voice is crying. I want to try and pull my
shaky arm out of his grasp again, but I’m afraid to; he’s
squeezing so hard. Tears are hot against the back of my
eyes, threatening to spill over.
“How would you feel if I spent all day with some chick?” The words
come out as angry spit from between his teeth.
I open my mouth to answer but can’t, the lump in my throat has
taken over. All I can think about is that I need to find something
to say so he’ll let me go. Some way to get the air through my
throat to form words. “It’s just Luke,” I plead, sucking
in a breath.
“Whatever.” He throws my arm back at me, turns, and walks out the
door, slamming it hard behind him. My body jumps at the sound.
I stumble backward onto the couch. I’m like a leaf battered about
in the wind. Nothing’s working right. I need to sit. Normally I’d
run after him, but I have no idea what to expect. And I’m afraid.
Of Shawn.
He’s never been that way before. Ever. He’s moody and particular,
but this seems...extreme. I’m cradling my wrist with my other
hand, afraid to look at any possible damage. It hurts to move it.
What just happened here? How did it happen?
It’s like there suddenly must be something fundamentally wrong
with the universe. But the TV’s still on. My house looks normal
and quiet. I’m still breathing, but Shawn, my Shawn, just
hurt me. Lying down seems so anti-climactic, but I can’t bring
myself to do anything else.
When Juliet realizes Romeo’s dying the sobs take over, and I pull
my knees to my chest as if making myself smaller will somehow dull
the pain.
It doesn’t. (end)